Awakening to the unknown

My heart feels heavy, weighed down by fear and uncertainty. Yet, through Jesus Christ, I find the strength to fight through it and persevere. The world around me seems to be unraveling—climate shifts, strange activity in the skies, talks of aliens, and a government that feels more corrupt by the day. Despite all of this, I still want to hold on to hope. I long to raise my vibration, to align with a reality of peace and clarity, like I keep hearing about on TikTok. But I’m not sure anymore what’s real and what’s fake, especially with the constant advances in AI technology. I don’t know if we’re being distracted, if the government has a hidden agenda, or if they’re just as lost as we are.

Is thinking positively enough to truly shift my reality? If it is, what happens to those around me—my family, my loved ones—who can’t make the leap? My brothers, my sisters, my parents, aunts, uncles… Do I just leave them behind? Even when I know they’re not ready to accept a truth they don’t yet understand? Their fear is so thick it blinds them to the possibilities, to the changes that are coming.

How can I move forward when I’m not even sure I believe it all myself? How can I sell something to them when I’m still questioning it myself? But I want to believe. I want to be able to step into that higher place of peace, love, and truth. I just don’t know if I’m strong enough, or if it’s even possible to leave the ones I love behind in this struggle.